Friday, July 27, 2007
Thursday, July 12, 2007
I would carry this EVERYWHERE.
Fendi Embroidered Spy Bag
"Unique embroidered patterns with bead accents for homespun appeal.
• Hidden velvet coin purse with snap closure
• Fold-over flap closure with wristlet accent
• Double top handles in embossed leather
• Satin lining
• 11"H X 17"L X 9"W
• Made in Italy
$6,040.00 Sale $3,623.90 "
Saks
It makes me sick... because it's so beautiful and I
Anyway, in my pursuit of a semi-decent knock-off, I came across this, which I think is brilliant (but still don't have the funds).
http://www.bagborroworstea
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
"The terrorized child will not be ignored for long..."
The terrorized child will not be ignored for long.
Once she notices she has grown into a powerful enough person to begin to protect herself, that little girl will keep telling the grownup over and over about her memories - until she finally gets the safety and protection she has needed for so long!
- http://www.helpyourselftherapy.com/
I need to find someone to talk to.
http://tinyurl.com/2dtoht
Once she notices she has grown into a powerful enough person to begin to protect herself, that little girl will keep telling the grownup over and over about her memories - until she finally gets the safety and protection she has needed for so long!
- http://www.helpyourselftherapy.com/
I need to find someone to talk to.
http://tinyurl.com/2dtoht
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Thanks, Golden Girls
Old people make me want to cry. Especially lonely ones whose friends and special people have died. I don't want to be one of those people. It's not like I don't feel lonely enough as it is and I'm only 20.
I think that's why I'm so worried about your health and your weight. I don't want to be one of those lonely old people at 40 because you're gone. If I have to be a lonely and old I better be so old that I don't know that I'm lonely.
Please don't leave me early.
I think that's why I'm so worried about your health and your weight. I don't want to be one of those lonely old people at 40 because you're gone. If I have to be a lonely and old I better be so old that I don't know that I'm lonely.
Please don't leave me early.
Friday, May 18, 2007
Bleh.
PostSecret needs to be updated NOW.
*edit*
I don't know where all this self pity is coming from... I'm tired of this.
Anyway... I know she got my message. She's accept friend requests since I sent it. No reply yet. I keep checking. Nothing. I'm so paranoid right now. I feel like I'm in middle school again. I'm 20-fucking-years-old and I feel like I'm 12 and back in the absolute worst part of my childhood. It's enough to drive someone batty.
I'm gonna go take a shower.
*edit*
I don't know where all this self pity is coming from... I'm tired of this.
Anyway... I know she got my message. She's accept friend requests since I sent it. No reply yet. I keep checking. Nothing. I'm so paranoid right now. I feel like I'm in middle school again. I'm 20-fucking-years-old and I feel like I'm 12 and back in the absolute worst part of my childhood. It's enough to drive someone batty.
I'm gonna go take a shower.
An Attempt
So, I'm trying to fix what happened with what's-her-name. I sent her an email suggesting that we work out whatever the problem is. Well, mostly I said that I was sorry if I did anything that made her mad. I want to just tell her to get off my nuts and quit being a bitch to me for whatever stupid reason makes sense in her twisted little mind...
[Holy shit. It just hit me. I think I know what I did. And if this is the reason that she takes things way too fucking seriously and way too fucking personal. I called her brother a "little weird-o." I didn't mean that as an insult AT ALL. Shit. Kid came up to me and first thing her asked me was if I know how to make voodoo dolls. Holy crap, if she's gonna get that bent out of shape over an off-handed comment like that, then she really can kiss my ass. Jesus Christ...]
But back to what I was saying before I had that little epiphany in the middle of my post: ...but I was really worried about making things worse and then coming across to everyone else as the real bitch. At least this way I have actual proof that I attempted to humble myself and fix whatever was wrong between us.
Mostly, I'm just really ready for my paycheck on Sunday.
"I has a slight depression..."
"I is on ur internetz, postin whinee, depressin postz..."
[Holy shit. It just hit me. I think I know what I did. And if this is the reason that she takes things way too fucking seriously and way too fucking personal. I called her brother a "little weird-o." I didn't mean that as an insult AT ALL. Shit. Kid came up to me and first thing her asked me was if I know how to make voodoo dolls. Holy crap, if she's gonna get that bent out of shape over an off-handed comment like that, then she really can kiss my ass. Jesus Christ...]
But back to what I was saying before I had that little epiphany in the middle of my post: ...but I was really worried about making things worse and then coming across to everyone else as the real bitch. At least this way I have actual proof that I attempted to humble myself and fix whatever was wrong between us.
Mostly, I'm just really ready for my paycheck on Sunday.
"I has a slight depression..."
"I is on ur internetz, postin whinee, depressin postz..."
Just have to get through Sunday.
She really did make me feel better.
But then bitch-o-tron had to ruin my good mood again during the show. I'm so tired of negative people. I've been trying so hard not to be negative. It's so weird how one person's bad mood can ruin you own. I just want to know what I did to deserve her scorn.
I don't get to see him this weekend. I don't have the money for gas and I'll be working the whole time anyway. It sucks so bad. I really needed his support to get through the rest of these shows. Considering the tone that I've been getting from what's-her-face over the last couple of days, I'm totally willing to quit. It wouldn't be worth it to deal with her except that I REALLY need the money that I'll be getting on Sunday. I've worked too hard to give away that much money just because some bitch has decided that I'm not worth treating like a person.
But then bitch-o-tron had to ruin my good mood again during the show. I'm so tired of negative people. I've been trying so hard not to be negative. It's so weird how one person's bad mood can ruin you own. I just want to know what I did to deserve her scorn.
I don't get to see him this weekend. I don't have the money for gas and I'll be working the whole time anyway. It sucks so bad. I really needed his support to get through the rest of these shows. Considering the tone that I've been getting from what's-her-face over the last couple of days, I'm totally willing to quit. It wouldn't be worth it to deal with her except that I REALLY need the money that I'll be getting on Sunday. I've worked too hard to give away that much money just because some bitch has decided that I'm not worth treating like a person.
I feel a little like this cat:
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