Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Breaking

I'm so frustrated right now. I'm tired and angry and I don't know how to stop feeling like this. My best friend is coming to visit me tomorrow. I hope that she will make me feel better, but I'm scared that I will just feel worse when she leaves.

I kind of want to kill myself.

That is, if I didn't already feel like I'm dying.

I'm so tired of people. The just piss me off. But I'm so lonely at the same time.

I think that's what I love about my boyfriend. He might make me angry every once in a while, but I never feel alone when I'm with him.

I miss him so much right now.

I just want to cry, but I'm afraid my roommate will see.

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