Monday, October 8, 2007


I love Darvocet.

I'm tired of being fat. But I don't think I'll even be able to change.

I made a C on my History mid-term and I don't care. At least, I think I don't care.

I don't know... something. Ha ha, I don't know what it was that I don't know.

The Director keeps suggesting that I do something more than running the world. He wants me to design or direct. I don't know if I want to do either of those thing. I'm very comfortable where I am and with my current plan... His suggestions are flattering and insulting at the same time.

I don't think I'd be so fat if I was less lonely. I have such anxiety in social situations where there are people I don't know. I went out with the Lez when she came to visit. I almost had a breakdown. It was terrifying.

My life is such a mess.

I don't think I care.

Hahaha...